Hello happy sunshines! ♡
Right now I’m in bed and I can’t sleep so I just felt like blogging. For no specific reason, but hey I really want to blog more so yeah. I have to get up early but I really really can’t sleep at all and the clock is 3:25 am. R.I.P my sleep this night. Youtube got me again!
A lot of the times when I feel like I can’t sleep I either watch youtube and find something that will help me fall asleep or I’ll find something really entertaining that keeps me up all night. I guess tonight is one of those nights haha… (´◕ฺω◕ฺ`)
Tomorrow I have an appointment at the doctors again. Or should I say later today… It’s nothing to serious tho. I just meet my psychologist and talk about my depression. As many of you all now know I have been depressed for a long looooong time and that’s why I go to a psychologist to figure things out. I find that it might help me a lot, Even tho I’ve during my christmas holidays have been rethinking a lot of things in my life on my own to make my life better I still need some help. Depression and anxiety isn’t just something that will disappear over night therefore you need to give it time. I’ve been thinking a lot about what I really want out of things and I’ve made one realisation. In school I currently play the guitar and bass. But I’ve always ever since I was a small kid wanted to pursue singing. Every time I’m home alone I sing and I’m not afraid to, but whenever someone is home I pretty much never sing. Singing is something I don’t wanna work on just by my self and I feel like it would help for me to have more training and such so that I can improve my voice. Now I feel like I’m just midnight/early morning rambling about my life so now I’m gonna try to get some sleep.
I’ll see you all in a few hours! (´◕ฺω◕ฺ`)♡
Picture taken by me~ (´◕ฺω◕ฺ`)